Chasing dreams; Falling Headfirst✍

Don’t overdo or expose your reaction so much okay. Hahaha sorry. Tralala -__- #opinionngnaririndi HAHAHA :) 

heyheymerxx: AMEN ♥

New year, new beginnings. New year, new life. New year, new goals. Ika nga’y, pagbabago. People are pledging to themselves.. for a better change. Some find it hard to change so they just stay on the line of status quo. Everyone has their own perspective of New Year. But I guess, bottom line is: 

Right? :D

How did your day go? Here’s mine..

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Before 2012 I must fix this blog. (was too inactive) I mean, I planned to blog (journal) every awesome day that has happened but obviously, I failed to do so. Hence, I’ll try my best to fix fix & fix! :)) So this blog would somehow be filled with the happenings of my past weeks.. eventually it would be. 

Anyway, Merry Christmas everyone! I hope you’d enjoy this night, and all the other days, you have with your family and loved ones.. be it in a classy extravagant way or just in your dining table. Don’t forget to thank our Father for His day. Offer to Him everything/anything wholeheartedly, molded in your simple way/s. God bless! ♥ :) And please, I also hope you won’t forget to still pray for the people affected by our recent visitor, Sendong. Donations and prayers! 

“7am training cancelled. Class is at 1pm which could prbbly be suspended. Great. Hi,minnie.” -Twitter (@merxinmotion)

Good morning.
Nakalabas na ‘ko ng gate dito sa Crame eh, tas na-cancel. Sayang, may kasabay sana ako. Buti wala pang jeep. 

Thank God breakfast’s lovely. But still, I want to go to school. I’m in love with my Sociology class :(
God bless everyone! 

Done celebrating it! IT WAS FUN. Super thankful to Him ♡ ;)

Quezchuns!

So, hindi nakaakyat ng stage si Anne Curtis dahil pinigilan siya ng Gma staff? She wanted to perform. Then nung pinigilan siya, sabi niya magha-Hi nalang siya sa Thomasians pero pinigilan pa rin? Gusto pa rin maunang magperform nung mga gma artists kahit she arrived there first? WHY? With all due respect to GMA, I just want to ask WHY. I don’t think anyone’s going to be happy with their excuse, whatever it may be. Nakakalungkot lang. Sana hindi na maulit pa ‘to. As an artist/guests, they were all given chances to perform, I just hoped that they did not do this. I’m really pissed. If I’m sensitive I must have cried. 

I really want to see Anne Curtis. Who’s a fan girl who doesn’t? I love her eh. Kahit na she’s pretty & all, her feet’s still there, standing flat on the ground. Then those Gma staff just killed the dream of those Thomasians who wanted to see her even for a moment, sinasadya man o hindi.

Okay, please respect my opinion. Hehe ;)

For more actual info, read her tweets.

• Breakfast: Coffee & pandesal (with egg). Also, a piece of Bizu’s bow knot roll. 
  After a loooong time, finally I didn’t miss this favorite breakfast meal of mine. Meaning, I woke up early, yayy! :))

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• Lunch: Had brownies.. yeah srsly. I headed to UP (for training) after that bank appointment. So, all I ate at the actual lunch time was brownies. (Bought from Brownies Unlimited) 
  I missed eating this. Excuse my face hahahahaha.
  

  

  
  Yay free brownies <3 For availing two six-pack ;) Hahaha! 

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• Dinner: French Baker’s carbonara white sauce pizza, mango crepe topped with ice cream, & chicken parmigiana.
  Because of the training and dessert-ish lunch I had, I was really hungry :)) Everything was really delicious ;) 

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That’s it! Photos taken using my ipod, & edited through it also :)

Thank God for everything! <3

• Arrived in school at 6:40am. And there I sat on the field pav benches, waited until everyone arrived - which was 7:30am. 
• Training training training! :)
  The training was not that hard unlike my past badminton training. Maybe because we’re all just starting and easy exercises always come first ;)
  Aside from that, it was really fun although our coach didn’t came. We had plenty of laughs, funny insults, and the like. I could say that my relationship strings with them just got tighter :)
• Took a shower - which was absolutely refreshing - before heading to my friend’s house.
• Arrived in my friend’s house at around 11am/12pm. I was the first one who arrived, making me an early bird all throughout this day =))
  Some of us, including me, also visited our Alma Mater ;)
  It’s a birthday celebration of my close lovable friend ♡ Follow her!
  
  Pictuuuuures!

The guys who came were Pog, Rovic, & Jut. Was having a hard time looking for their pictures together -___- I love you guys!

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Happy happy wednesday! Lovin’ sembreak so much
God bless everyone! ;) 

• 1pm. Arrived at UST to attend the In the Limelight: Basic Fashion Photography event at the Beato AVR, with my blockmate who’s a TomWeb member too :D

I must say that the Beato bldg is reeeaaaaalllyyy nice. It’s fully centralized with 3 elevators and comfortable stairs. As you walk up/downstairs, you’ll notice the arty crafts that the students made, and it’s so wonderful! Mukhang ine-endorse ko na ‘tong bldg =)) Nabighani eh. Perstaym mkapasok dun.

I learned a lot from the event. Diff photog techniques, angles, and things about the subject matter (/your model). I also recognized the importance of aperture, auto focus, ISO, Manual mode, et al. One thing that’s really given focus on the discussion is the light. I learned that light is one of the most useful thing that you could use in photography. We were also given a chance to go to the photo studio there with a model introduced to us. I can say that every device used in the studio shoot’s amazing. *_*

Other than that, it was a fun learning all throughout ;)

• After the event, we (with blockmate) went to Kfc to eat. I missed the food served there. It was a long time since we ate there. Nyahaha! Anddd the choco banana spoonfuls was absolutely delicious. A new favorite! <3
• I suggested that we go visit the Botanical garden to take some shots. We explored the place and noticed that some parts of it was scary =)) srsly.
• Since the Botanical garden was only open til 5pm, we proceeded to the field Pav. We took shots of some sporty people there, specifically the track & field players. They were awesooome~
• Bye-bye time with my blockmate! Went home :)

Thaz it. Our next destination was sadly cancelled :( But we’ll definitely go to that place sometime! :)

Just customized it as I got online. Finding a satisfactory theme is really hard @-)

Changed almost everything, esp in my sidebar part (description, navigations, etc) :> Will tweak this eventually. I actually like its simplicity now. Hihi

Anyway, it’s sembreak already! :”“> I’ll be online almost all day except when I have training, workshops, and some outdoor stuff to attend to. This will be exciting! Although there are several things I’m surely going to miss from my previous semester. Will blog about that sometime!

Weekend rest :”> God bless everyone! ☺

Any comments abt my new layout? Just photo-reply or flood it here! :)

Change of layout, tweaking of infos and other stuff. Bug fixes..

Depends kung sino magluluto at sino manlilibre ;)

Quezchuns!

Yes!!! I play badminton. Had muay thai sessions. And currently training for football :)

Quezchuns!

Bubbletea’s California Maki

A friend of mine tweeted that she’s with her someone while eating this. I replied to her tweet and asked her to buy me some (we’re neighbors hihi). And it’s really tasteful! Lovin’ it ♡

Follow me on twitter! :>

Twitter’s being helpful. Hahaha!  

heyheymerxx:

heyimellaa:

 Mas gugustuhin ko pang mahulog sa kanal, kesa sa taong hindi naman ako mahal. 

Hayyy.

At first I was really not planning to join CASA Chronicle (publication for/of CA students) for I was thinking that I might be extra “busy”. Hence, I am lazyyyyyyyy.

But I still joined! I was not ready to answer their questionnaire that time though.. so I didn’t answered everything andddd my answers were a mess. :))

And to my surprise.. 

HIHIHI :”“> Talk about luck. Still wondering what certain section it is that I passed aside from photog.

Makes me proud of myself. Lol

Wish me luck for my interview & portfolio! :)

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Photo blog       

I actually don’t know how to begin this post. But I indeed have this empowering idea in my mind that wants to flow its way out. So here it goes..

After almost a year of struggling in that of what J. Sparks describes as battlefield, I came to a point of solid acceptance and ‘not caring’. It wasn’t easy. Well, nothing’s easy when you’ve got a broken heart. Now, I honestly am not sure whether I am over him or not. All I know at this time is that I am smiling again though ‘we’ never worked that thing out. Time just went along which helped me move on.

I am afraid to fall again. Sounds stupidly coward of me right? But I guess that’s a normal emotional reaction after passing that rocky crossroad.

Though I have this pessimistic feeling of fearfulness, my heart didn’t stop from blocking the entrance of love.. I really don’t want this sensation of likeness and adornment to develop but I feel that it would only make things worse. As we, human beings - who eventually learned how to love, be loved, and get hurt- all know that love, only has a one-way entrance door. There is an exit.. but it’s placed at the end of the pathway. When your heart started possessing this powerful feeling, there is usually no way out of it. Though you fight hard for it to be stopped, you lose. It’s like you’re fighting against yourself, against your most expressive possession- your heart. You’ll only have the key out of that dark cave after encountering those defiant stages. Win or lose, you’ll get hurt.

When looking at the positive side, you’ll gain lessons.. lessons which will serve as your guide as you continue life. Blahh 

PS. SHTTY FEELING UGH

What a great feeling jotting all of this down, out of my system! :)) Posted sht thoughts again after a long time.. What a start.

And oh I saw this:

Coincidental? Oh..  

double-door:

- Must be following me

- I’ll bold my favorites

http://double-door.tumblr.com/

http://double-door.tumblr.com/

http://double-door.tumblr.com/

Since I wasn’t busy this Sunday, I decided to renovate my blog. So here you go, I’ve organized it again! I guess it’s simpler than the previous one.. Andddd, eventually this
blog’s going to be tweaked. Any comments abt this blog’s latest layout design? Flood it here. :)   

I’ll be blogging some stuffs that ran through my days last week. Bcz last week was a total blast hahahahha! ☺

Geez I missed blogging.. so much.

Thaz all thank you :)) God bless everyone!!

PS. I shall eat ice cream after posting this (it’s been a habit before sleeping) hihihi lol

Haven’t been updating this blog for several weeks already. I got busy with stuff here and there :|
I’ll customize or maybe renovate this blog soon! ‘Cause it looks like a mess na :( Hahahaha

Wish me luck on our preliminary exams! :D My first-ever prelim exam week.. Nyahaha.
I miss tumblring ☹